Intro – whisper over deep sub-bass
wake up
can’t breathe
repeat
delete
Verse 1 – scream-rap
every morning’s the same, my head’s a loaded cage
not sure what to say, but screw it, let it rage
they all keep insisting this is just a phase
but it’s deeper than that, I just wanna feel okay
depression on loop, yeah it’s wired in my veins
is it trauma or rage just masked and unnamed?
doc says ride it out, give it thirty more days
but this ain't no damn stage, I just wanna feel sane
Pre-Chorus – half-sung half-screamed
every day’s a warzone
my mind’s a riot
scream into silence
just to feel like I’m alive yet
Chorus – full chorus vocal belt + scream layers
I’m about to break down, clawing my way out
I’m a liar, I’m a burner, I’m a shadow-doubter
I’m a viral, viral monster
falling fast, yeah I crash just to restart
I’m a viral, viral monster
Verse 2 – flow switch, rap breakdown
chasing calm in a cage, I’m a rat in a maze
tear the walls down, then rebuild the same
racing myself, no time to heal
how can I win if the pain is real?
seconds slip, I stress and shake
each breath stolen’s a breath I fake
therapist says I’m evolving through stages
but this heat in my chest’s been locked in cages
Bridge – growl/scream drop + whisper layer
here we go again, shut it down
I crashed just to feel, now I burn the ground
obliterate, disintegrate
I scream with no sound, yeah they call it fate
Final Chorus – layered harmony + full scream
I’m about to break down, I’m digging my way out
I’m a liar, I’m a fighter, I’m a dream-denier
I’m a viral, viral monster
I break down, find love in falling apart
I’m a viral, viral monster
Outro – distorted whisper fadeout
where’s your god now?
where’s your god now?