Intro тАУ whisper over deep sub-bass
wake up
canтАЩt breathe
repeat
delete
Verse 1 тАУ scream-rap
every morningтАЩs the same, my headтАЩs a loaded cage
not sure what to say, but screw it, let it rage
they all keep insisting this is just a phase
but itтАЩs deeper than that, I just wanna feel okay
depression on loop, yeah itтАЩs wired in my veins
is it trauma or rage just masked and unnamed?
doc says ride it out, give it thirty more days
but this ain't no damn stage, I just wanna feel sane
Pre-Chorus тАУ half-sung half-screamed
every dayтАЩs a warzone
my mindтАЩs a riot
scream into silence
just to feel like IтАЩm alive yet
Chorus тАУ full chorus vocal belt + scream layers
IтАЩm about to break down, clawing my way out
IтАЩm a liar, IтАЩm a burner, IтАЩm a shadow-doubter
IтАЩm a viral, viral monster
falling fast, yeah I crash just to restart
IтАЩm a viral, viral monster
Verse 2 тАУ flow switch, rap breakdown
chasing calm in a cage, IтАЩm a rat in a maze
tear the walls down, then rebuild the same
racing myself, no time to heal
how can I win if the pain is real?
seconds slip, I stress and shake
each breath stolenтАЩs a breath I fake
therapist says IтАЩm evolving through stages
but this heat in my chestтАЩs been locked in cages
Bridge тАУ growl/scream drop + whisper layer
here we go again, shut it down
I crashed just to feel, now I burn the ground
obliterate, disintegrate
I scream with no sound, yeah they call it fate
Final Chorus тАУ layered harmony + full scream
IтАЩm about to break down, IтАЩm digging my way out
IтАЩm a liar, IтАЩm a fighter, IтАЩm a dream-denier
IтАЩm a viral, viral monster
I break down, find love in falling apart
IтАЩm a viral, viral monster
Outro тАУ distorted whisper fadeout
whereтАЩs your god now?
whereтАЩs your god now?